The short version (hopefully): As long as I can remember I've found a woman in my life: classmate, friends girlfriend, or coworker and obsessively fallen for them. Ultimately, it always ends in rejection, but I suppose I've been making myself their cockold without their knowledge or permission. With Covid bluring the line between my worlds, (essientially, work and masturbation) I find myself going down some confusing porn rabbit holes especially when the words brainwash and hypno start to be in the searches.
I think I need to find the right goddess that wants my attention and gets off on my devotion and that our kinks mesh together.
My interests to name a few in relative in relative order goddess worship (ass/thighs especially), chastity, cuckolding, sissy hypnosis, forced-bi.
I have a chastity cage I need to be made to use and a lovense hush that I know can do much more that just vibrate to Black Pink's album on spotify.
I've fantasized for awhile about one of the girls I worked with finding out or acknowledging how much I was perving on her, (finding me sniffing her chair on a late night I thought I was alone), but rather than get mad she just tells me shes been waiting for me to slip up so she could make me her bitch.
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